In my mind our relationship feels like a daily fight over sone stupid misunderstanding that we usually get over so we can end the day with lovey dovey stuff. But the next day we seem to have another fight over a similar issue but with basically the same resolution. When things are good they are very very good. When things are bad they are horrid. I don’t feel like I bring you joy. When you came to me it was with talk about how you wrent being true to yourself or doing things that make you happy. Well you may be more yourself, but when I read your DMs & hear your voice I find it hard to believe that i’m aiding your quest got happiness at all. I’m a pain in your ass; you said it yourself. I cause you grief, I make demands, I pressure you to do things. And I don’t understand your love for me. Maybe I was a catalyst for change in your life, but that doesn’t mean you have to keep me around for good. I am unsure whether you love me for what I bring out in you or you love me out of a sense of duty. Am I just one more thing in your life that you “should” be doing?